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[April 16th 200812:24 am] |
Saturday me and amber went to dave’s moms house. Met up with dave and chris. Went for a l ride. Went to the waterfall smoked another l. I dropped them off at fabio’s car. Went to steve’s with amber.. We finished off my jager from the night before. Slept at mike’s with amber. Woke up and he made me breakfast.<33 first time a guys made me breakfast, it was amazingg. Then Sunday went home showered and went back to steve’s. Monday went to steves. Today me and evan went got mike dugre, and mike. Came back to my house so they could meet my momma dukes. Smoked some weed. Then me mike dugre, and mike went back to steves. I got work tomorrow from 3-10. Friday it’s suppose to be 80 out FINALLYY!!! Next week is april vacation. I want booms.
I’m calling my hair dresser tomorrow to get an appointment, I need my hair done. I need to go shoppin, and get my nails done. I'm getting new shoes next week. I REALLY JUST WANT TO SPEND MONNEYYYYY. ;)
To this kid, that broke up with me, and is still trying to work things out, that’ll never be worked out. JUST GIVEE THE FUCKK UP. I’ll do what I want. Your not gonna touch not one of my friends, if u lay a hand on anybody I’m friends with, I’ll fuckin kill you.
Mikeeee<33
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[April 12th 200801:02 pm] |
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Yesterday me, amber, and dayna went to raffi's to smoke a blunt with him and bret. then we left and went to steve's. got some 40's some magic hat, and some jager. left my jager there and my cigarettes. dayna left her magic hat there. i lost my nose ring. driving drunk from hamden to south hadley passin staties and the 50. fun times. <3 |
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[April 10th 200811:30 pm] |
Sunshine! I can’t wait until the summer. Last weekend was the best weekend I’ve had in a while. I love April.
My grandfather died Sunday.. He was 92 years old. He was in the service. He ran the china wall and shit. He was an awesome dude, he made the best food. I miss him. Rip
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[April 3rd 200811:50 pm] |
yomellio (11:44:09 PM): i mean u work at victorias secret get when those girls
yomellio (11:44:41 PM): time to step up from underage to 23 year old girls dave
chinatownMOB (11:46:10 PM): Hahahahaha
chinatownMOB (11:46:17 PM): Fuckkkkk u
chinatownMOB (11:46:28 PM): 40 n up
yomellio (11:46:44 PM): hahahaha even better |
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[March 18th 200812:05 am] |
Probation ends March 25, 2008.. but I don't have to go back to court, or see my probation officer. Soooo....
blazeeee those blunttttsss. happyyy st patricks day, I'm drunk, and if your not, that reallly suckss. Anddd.... IF YOUR NOT IRISH YOU SUCKKK!
I've been talking to my toots lately, and I really lovee it. I really lovee my toots. I'd do anything for you.
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[March 16th 200811:29 pm] |
BOGUS! So, probation is extended for another two weeks, ANOTHER TWO WEEKS. How many weeks can they honestly put things further and further into my future, that are just totally fucking up all my plans. I see my probation officer tomorrow, at court for 230 after school, getting drug tested. I’m going to fail. I smoked weed yesterday and I haven’t even topped off a gallon of the lovely h20 yet. Anyways, other then that my lifes been pretty blurry. I got myself stuck in so many didn’t situation, some I don’t even want to be in, and it’s a bummer. But I’ll find my way out somehow. My phones paid. (:
I love my friends, and I mean the people I’ve most recently started hanging out with lately.
I really wish this year, was last year.
A second chance means nothing, when nothing's learned from past mistakes and I'm sure we've felt the weight.
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[March 5th 200809:51 pm] |
Joining the army.
Got my nails done yesterday, my eye brows today. Hung out at Justin's today then went to my brothers. Day before, went to Dave's; Mike's and Jake's with Amber. Day before that... hung out with Corey, and tomorrow hanging out with Corey.
Future plans, hanging out with Mick. And handing in applications so I can get a job.. school's real well. I've got court on Tuesday, last day of probation, getting tested, and I have eight teen more hours of community service to do. BOGUSSS! |
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[March 4th 200801:04 am] |
i might go brown. i drive now, i go to cosmo school now, i have a nappy boy now. <3
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[March 2nd 200802:32 pm] |
xbenx19: Your never going to be happy bc you a fucking crazy cunt
yomellio: I am happy.
yomellio: I'm happy I'm not with you.
yomellio: So peace.
xbenx19: Have a nice fucking life go kill your self
xbenx19: Don't OD slut
if your 21 years old, shouldn't you be more mature? i smoke weed, i'm sure i can't over dose on that. |
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[February 18th 200812:51 pm] |
Life is great. I couldn’t even begin to complain. Well.. I’ve got eighteen more hours of community service to do, court dates the 11th of march at Belchertown courthouse nine am. Then I’m completely done and over with probation. I’ll be screened.. but I’ll pass. Friday, went to cody’s with corey and amber. Saturday went to jay’s with dave, raffi, and amber… and everybody was there. Drank grey goose<3 with pete and half of his oe 40oz. A b blunts with raffi, teaming up snatching everyone’s shit. Yesterday went to cody’s party with corey. Corey’s hilarious.
Haven’t hung out, seen, heard from, devon in about three weeks. She totaled her car. Now she’s gone and disappeared.
Just been hanging out, smoking l’s and drinking beers with my people.. and I’m loving it. Now all I need is my car this weekend, a job, and well summer time.
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[February 7th 200808:34 pm] |
Be at the court house on the 13th of this month and the 11th of march. Bullshit, bullshit. I got to tell yea, I know there are so called authority but I think that my probation officer should not be able to continue my court dates for another month. A goddamn month. I get drug tested Wednesday and if I pass, and do some more community service hours before the 11th I won’t have to show up to court, it'll all just be closed. I can do that though. Easy, but I’m still mad.
People are bonding with people, and people are fighting with people and people are talking shit about people. And people are hating people, people are loving people, friends are becoming best friends, and people are getting over this whole thing we put together. It’s okay though. It’s okay. This weekend who know, maybe some of theses kids, or maybe some of those kids. This side of the tracks or that side of the tracks, which would I prefer.
Lately I’ve been hanging out in South Hadley with all sorts of people. People in the falls, and people around the rotary. Ha. People who work at friendlys and people who work at rite aid. 8) I let someone step a foot closer to getting more involved with things going on in my life. And I’m already annoyed with this person again. Use to be my best friend, use to be my boyfriend. I wanted to be on a straight path with you and just have things going easy. For example saying a few hellos now and then a couple small minor conversations. But instead you’ll pull the same old shit. well, fuck you and I want to strangle you. thank you very much asshole.
And for you, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Got me going crazy you fucker. Fuckin canniverersoon. M-i-c- talk to me you retard.
I love Amber and Dayna a lot.
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[January 30th 200810:16 pm] |
It could have been a month or, it could have been a year, But I, I gave up long before, long before you cared,
Thirteen more days until I’m completely done with probation, get ready to light them l's on serious note. 8)
Lately I’ve been smoking so much weed, it seems like the more weed I smoke, then less high I feel. Anyways, lately everything’s been going great. Me and Amber are back in action, started my new school.. Finally, I get to take a class that I want to be in. Friends are great. Went shopping today, that was great. I keep getting really in dept with the things I have to say. And it feel good. I’ve been using better vocabulary lately too. (: Seeing my probation officer tomorrow, last drug test I’m hoping. After that blazing a blunt with my peeps.
“Johnny Cashed" |
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[January 28th 200808:26 pm] |
I believe that some relationships work and some just don’t. With you having a few reminders, and all the fighting that seemed to happen every day, should have been enough for you to realize that this isn’t for us. That this whole entire picture we put together, or at least thought out, or even imagined wasn’t as perfect as we wanted it to be. Friends are forever, but the wrong relationships are shortly lived. I don’t take any of it back, I’m not going to blame theses past months on you. It was just as your decision as mine. But would I go back, absolutely not. No offence to you. I just can’t be living a life that I never wanted. It all got lost, we both gave up sooner then excepted. But what can you say, there’s always going to be rainy days, and a sunny days always going to come and make it all better.
I admit I’m a liar. And I admit to lying, and I admit to making mistakes, and for the first time, I think I finally regret something. I’m sick of being a kaniver. And I hate saying sorry, but this time, I’m sorry. I’M SORRY. If you want the truth, you can have it. It’s like we’re playing our life on pause, and the tape is skipping. Who’ll know what could happen if we rewound the tape and started it over; or if we fast forward a little. My whole worlds upside down, and you’ve got me hanging by my toes. I can’t help but go back and look at it all. I understand what every word meant, I understand why everything occurred the way it did. I understand why I went down a bumpy road, and ended up at two signs, and it’s either one or the other. I’m hoping that one. |
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[January 21st 200805:19 pm] |
It's a funny little thing and it gets inside your head. It's a killer round the corner and all you really do is try and keep your cool and wait till everything blows over. |
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